My problem is

My problem is that I am afraid of taking risks. I know, I know I need to seize the moment, I'm writing and reading it everywhere, but it's hard to do it practically when you're "tired of listening to the sound of my tears"... Obviously I'm talking about the audition...I have to send an email to audition, and I'm not ready yet, I've taken some photos, but my parents don't seem to be that interested in what I long to do in my life... I know they don't feel it's a good way of living and it's hard to find a work in that field...the showbiz, especially here in Italy, is bounded by good relations with the chief or the producers and all that stuff. For me, who had never taken a dance lesson or a singing lesson, it would be hard even to try. Maybe it'll take time...maybe it's not my time now, and I've got to wait until the day I'll show myself and perfect, improve my shape as a performer... I don't know.