Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Monday, July 19, 2010

Changes

I think this will be the last post before my departure to Paris. Last night I went out with some friends of mine, especially one who had been my best friend during high school...but it is not high school anymore. Some friendships stay, others go, take other directions...and it hurts. But there's always something that makes me smile. The only fact that I'm alive, that I'm feeling these feelings, makes me feel I can work it out. I'm here, writing on this blog, and I know life could surprise me, again and again and again. I just have to let it go when it feels like this, and learn to move on, even if it hurts. I don't need people who don't give a damn about me and how I feel, they're not friends. Friendship needs to be equal: if it's not, it's not friendship anymore. Wednesday morning I'll be on the plane with my boyfriend, and that's all that matters. :)

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Opening my arms to Summer


Hi everyone!
Sorry, I've had some issues involving University exams and challenges with myself, and I've neglected this blog for a while (for too long, I'm afraid).
But I'm going to tell you what happened during my absence here: I've actually auditioned that day! It was strange, I was frightened and nervous, then it was my turn and I sang. Unfortunately my voice could not overcome the sound of the piano, which was so loud, and they said I didn't pass. But I was not that sad, you know, it was my personal challenge and I was taking a chance, perfectly aware that it would be a fail, but I took the courage to do it and that's what matters!
In the meantime, I had to prepare two exams: the oral English one and the Medieval History one. I decided to postpone the first on September so I could focus on Medieval History.
Now I'm free to enjoy my summer!!! Next week I'll go to France, to Paris, actually! I'll visit "the city of Love" with my boyfriend, trying to see all that I can, I'll take a lot of phorographs, some of which I'll post here when I come back. I'm so happy and I just want to relax. I guess tonight I'm going to the cinema to see "Eclipse", the latest film of the Twilight saga: have you already seen it? How was it?